Do you love Odin as much as I do?

I understand completely. Once i was hungry and my friend, he never told me his real name he said to call him "T" said we could eat his goats but not to crack the bones. I didn't understand what he meant and I cracked a small ankel bone and sucked out the delicious marrow. The next day the goat was alive again but it had a limp and T wouldn't talk to me. In fact he never talked to me again and I still cry about it.